Mind Wandering Hearts.

I have been feeling this urge to write lately but there isn't much I feel creative upon in writing. There are topics I would like to touch upon like money, the hearts mind wandering or the searing ache in my finger of where skin is absent from climbing away from various things.

Isn't it interesting how we have topics we wish to touch upon but simply feel like there isn't enough interest from other parties let alone yourself to put enough effort into explanations? It's like a good friend who you can simply sit next to and be understood instead of explaining and reexplaining your life story. But it works at the same time because you have to do the uncomfortable some times. You must seek deeper and even though skin scrapes and heart strings are plucked, it is good to speak. It is good to scream it out with the noise of the frustration of gears working in brain cells and eyes strained to make sense of it all... This life in which we can't even begin to know what will actually happen tomorrow. Does it really even exist? Not until the sun rises again. Until then I am left here sitting on a couch in California after a day of rain trekking through mud puddles on the hunt for slugs but discovered worms instead.

There are things on the horizon that I am excited to be getting you back into. And I will be posting less vague updates soon. But until then I will leave you with this bit of wordage:

Utmost:
"Think of the last thing you prayed about-were you devoted to your desire or to God? Was your determination to get some gift of the spirit for yourself or to get to God? "For your Father knows the things you have need before you ask Him"(Matthew 6:8). The reason for Asking is so you may get to know God better. "Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart" (Psalm 37:4) We should keep praying to get a perfect understanding of God Himself."

Get ready for Round 2!