I feel like between the ages of 24 and 27 there is this stereotypical understanding or thought process that all the sudden we feel like we are passing our prime and that we should have had an established lifestyle by now. That I should have everything figured out and be stable with almost being 30. You look at those who are older than you and who were the age you are now and you wonder why you don't seem to have it as together as you thought they did when you were younger and they were older... The truth is that perhaps you have it more together than those who you thought had it together back when you thought they had it together.
Did I just confuse you terribly? If I haven't well at least someones following because I am so completely lost in who America and this culture wants me to be sometimes that I can't even handle looking in the mirror some mornings. And with that, I'm still lost. I'm still worried and I feel like no matter what I do I just can't get ahead. I just can't seem to bring things full circle or have 100% confidence in something when I should have complete faith in my God. How could I doubt knowing someone who knows the very map system of my veins and what makes me move?
There is still so much to learn and I am overwhelmed by His majesty and also by my failures. Our plans are minuscule and dull compared to what He has planned so why can't we just let go and follow the best way we know how. Moving and learning in the now? Instead of worrying what we don't know about...
So what now?
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