It is so funny how on the most random of days when your schedule is thrown off, you can't help but feel slightly out of place and some what like a Sunday afternoon before going back to school Monday morning to partake in the grind of another week... Looking forward to something. Something still something calm, yet moments that make you feel alive and moments that help you to remember so many different combinations of things.
The entire day I have been feeling like it is Sunday. One of those Sundays where you know hard things are on their way but you wish so badly that you had one more day to the weekend to finish all the homework you put off until now, to have those moments around a campfire or on a trail where discovery is at its finest while getting the breathe stolen from your heart as you see creation at its finest.
As we drove back on the wettest winding roads I couldn't help but feel that abrupt end to an adventure. Tired but feeling to lazy to do anything about it. To want nothing more but to sit in the shower and thaw. To feel like you should have perhaps been somewhere else...Where? Not sure. But the conversations felt entirely right.
This season of hard conversations and communication continues. There is so much I am looking forward to that I don't even know the slightest details of yet. But I know it is there... Love and Adventure.
this may not be what you were saying/thinking, but it brought to my mind how excited I am to hear your stories of CSA when you return.
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