Monday, March 18, 2013

"And hide your spirit within the vine. Where all things will work by a good design"

There's a song that came into my head from a stereo speaker and a prayer this afternoon that I simply can't allow to passed by in times of various wanderings of the mind. The same happens in the most tragic and the most joyous of times. Does this even make sense? No, but when you hear something that comes along you must listen to it or try to multiple times and the more you listen the more you understand about it and the more becomes unveiled to make sense of what doesn't always make sense...Does THAT make any sense?

I am flawed, I am flawed I am flawed. I will always be flawed as much as I like to try and make things perfect. Whether with my job or relationships or this body that God has made personally for me. I am indeed flawed and will always be flawed. It's a real true thing and a realization that scares and frees you all with in the same breathe. I mess up I allow pride to get in my way a lot and I most certainly deny myself the grace I should give myself and others a lot. It doesn't mean that I don't eventually come to the realization of these flaws. I do and I feel at times there is a moment when I feel and learn that the less time I let pass by holding onto it and just let it go the more I wish I had just let it go.

Do you ever listen to songs on repeat? Sometimes the combination of word expression mixed with chords and truth is just too good to move onto the next selection. So you click the button that brings the loop with the number 1 to the selection and as soon as it ends, it begins again and the lesson continues.



1 comment:

  1. Great song! The cycle of God showing us our flaws really is a cycle that continues to repeat. It is our Lord lovingly growing us, changing us, and molding us. Sometimes that process makes me feel like I'm smack dab in the middle of the fire, but the fire is where some of the most magical refining and reshaping occurs.

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